I
was bought up in a worshipping Buddhist
family,
but I personally attended a Catholic school.
That's very common in Hong Kong because
the Christian schools are much better
than the government ones.
It
was voluntary to go to all the Catholic
services and I went for a while but I
gave up.
I
was never a very devoted Buddhist, but
my parents worshipped two times a month
at home.
We also had a picture of our grandfather
in the house and we would worship at the
picture. Buddhists believe in the worship
of ancestors.
Once
I got married to my wife, Joyce, we only
went to the temple together twice a year
- once at Chinese New Year and then again
towards the end of the year.
At
the New Year, we would try to pray for
a good life for the year and then at the
end of the year we would thank God for
giving us a good year.
That
was our habit for 15 to 18 years.
Through
all this time, I was very frightened of
the dark and of ghosts.
Every month or two I made regular marketing
trips around Southeast Asia, staying in
hotels.
Each
night I had to turn on all the lights
of my hotel bedroom - and the TV as well
before I could go to sleep. If I didn't
do it, I simply couldn't go to sleep because
I was so scared of ghosts. It meant that
I never slept very well.
In
1998, Joyce's sister Ivy returned to Hong
Kong after living in Canada. She had been
a Christian for 10-15 years.
Joyce
went to the church and met some of the
pastors and workers there - and was impressed
by them. She started going to church,
and also a Bible study. Then she was invited
on an Alpha course near our home. She
did the course and in 1999 became a Christian.
We had been married for 20 something years,
with not much quarrelling. But after Joyce
became a Christian, I started to argue
with her a lot!
She
was suddenly so much at ease with herself
and tried to convince me to do Alpha.
I quarreled with her again and again about
religion.
I
said, "Hey, lady, you've been following
the Buddha for 20 years. All of a sudden
you come and tell me, 'I've become a Christian'."
After
finishing the Alpha course, one day she
attended a lunch party run by the Full
Gospel organization. It was a regular
luncheon on the first Thursday of every
month. At the end, the speaker told her,
"We also have Alpha course in our
company. Why don't you come?" So
she went again.
This
time she wanted me to go with her, but
I refused to go.
Then,
a little later, she told me that she had
enrolled for the Alpha weekend in a camp
outside the city. It was going to last
for a Friday and a Saturday and she asked
me to come.
She
had been so insistent that I thought.
"Why don't I start to listen to her
and see what Christianity is"? I
have an irregular heartbeat, but suddenly
I had a feeling of great peace in my heart.
She had told me that car parking would
be very limited, so I said, "OK,
fine. If you can get a car parking space
for me, then I will go with you."
I
had polio as a child and I am disabled
(my leg doesn't work properly), so she
called the car people and said, "Can
you give me a car park space for my husband?"
mentioning that I am disabled.
She
got the space and so I went with her.
My
irregular heartbeat came again and that
Friday afternoon, I needed to see the
doctor because if felt bad. I had the
medical check and the doctor said everything
was perfect - but I was still not feeling
well.
I
continued to feel bad during the weekend
until the Saturday morning when the leader
prayed for the Holy Spirit to come. Suddenly
I had a feeling of great peace in my heart
again. I thought, "that is strange.'
Once
the weekend was over, I started to go
to Alpha with Joyce - but this time voluntarily.
Then,
a few days after the weekend, I was driving
from my office to my home, just a 25-minute
journey, when I began to think how good
God had been to me during the 50 years
of my life.
Something
came into my mind saying, 'Six months
after your birth you had polio and became
disabled, but since then God has given
you a very good life in terms of job,
family (my wife and children), healthˇK'
Although
I never attended university, I was given
the chance to become a marketing vice
president for the Bank of New York. I
am responsible for marketing the bank
in five countries in Southeast Asia.
That
is despite the fact that it's very hard
to do marketing work when you are disabled.
God
also gave me my health. Because of my
polio, my doctor suggested back in the
1980s that I do more exercise or I would
have to be in a wheelchair. I couldn't
run or play football, so I started to
learn how to swim. Now I swim every morning
for 45 minutes, so my body has stayed
fit.
When
I got home, I told Joyce all this and
she said, "You see - God has been
so good to you even though you don't follow
him in every part of your life."
That
evening I gave my life to God, Joyce and
I prayed together each giving ourselves
to God. We both cried.
Then
I started reading the book Questions of
Life as well as continuing with Alpha.
I found it all very interesting. At my
Catholic school, I studied the Bible -
but only to do well in the examination.
I got grade B.
But
now I started reading the Bible for myself.
I also started reading a lot of Christian
books. As well as Questions of Life, I
read Searching Issues and another book
called More than a Carpenter.
I
was looking to find out whether this was
the real God that created the world, so
I started looking out for books that claimed
that Jesus Christ had never been in the
world and never risen from the dead.
I
thought there must be books saying, "This
is only a story" but I never found
them. So I started thinking, "it
must be true - it's only 2,000 years ago.
After all, China's history is 5,000 years!"
I
realized that a lot of evidence already
proved that Jesus came into the world
2,000 years ago and that he died, rose
from the dead and ascended into heaven.
I came to the conclusion that if so many
books have been written about Jesus Christ,
he must have been a real person.
The
Alpha course changed my life. Before becoming
a Christian, I used very bad language,
foul language, every day. Almost every
time I spoke, I would include some of
the words.
But within a few weeks of becoming a Christian,
I found that my language had completely
changed. Not even one bit of bad words
was on my lips.
As
for my fear of the dark and my fear of
ghosts, I now don't need to have the lights
on in my hotel room when I am traveling.
Neither do I need the TV on.
And
now- for the last one and a half years
- I have slept much better. I am at peace
now. God changed me.
I
pray to Jesus every day now - every morning,
before every meal, and every evening.
I would never have done that before.
Our
family has so much more to share now,
because the whole family is Christian.
After us, our daughter became a Christian
and on Easter Sunday of 2000, we were
all baptized together.
Now
we go to church every week and we help
on Alpha every Thursday.
I
am more devoted to God now and to Jesus
Christ than ever I was to Buddha.